I...cannot count the times people I hardly know have referred to me as a "friend," or have written to me and signed their email "your friend," or done some such thing... I have come to believe that, second only to "love," friend is the most misused word in the world...

It is not my wish to offend or to hurt anyone who has, in the past, called himself my "friend," but merely to set them straight. There are a good many upstanding people...people whom I admire...who have called themselves "friends." Most of these are people who I enjoy spending time with and conversing with, but they are not friends. These people must learn to distinguish between "friendliness" and "friendship."

Haha..anyway I am not the type of person who has just one best friend...I would like to think that I have many best friends. There are a few people that I would spend time with after class and would go to the mall or the movies, and such. But on the other hand I have friends I would never spend time with after class, they are fine has school acquaintances, but nothing much more. Well, for those who don't know me..actually I am very shy at first, once I get to know the person...I am not shy at all. Now I do not think I am a hard person to get along with either. Sure I have my ups and downs, but everyone is not perfect.

I still think that I suffer from split personality in the most mild sense of it. There are times when I am extremely hyper that I irritate everyone including myself but there are also times when I just shut myself up...that people don't know what's going on in my head. I can be loud, sarcastic (many can testify to that..haha), moody,but above all, here is the cheesy part...I do actually love my life...my family and my friends... they make me happy :)

I'm no hero, you remember how I was, you know..all I ever did was worry, feeling out of control
to the point where everything was going end over end..I'm spinning around in circles again..this is where you come in..All of this to explain to you why I had to separate myself away from yesterday's life please remember this isn't how I hoped it would be..But I had to protect you from me..That's why I slipped out the back before you knew I was there..I know you felt unprepared..But every single time I was around I just bring you down..And I could tell that it was time to be scared..That's why I slipped out the back before you knew I was there..And I know the way I left wasn't fair..I didn't want to be around just to bring you down because I'm not a hero but don't think I didn't care.........................

Err..I have no idea how on earth this "diamond-girl's best friend" quotes suddenly popped up in my mind..anyway, the traditional way of getting your hand on a diamond used to be either mining or marriage!..haha..but modern science has brought us synthetic diamond, created in lab using multi-million ringgit technology..however there's a *myth that you can make your own precious diamond, all from the comfort of your own home..but how? well, you need metals like nickel, cobalt and iron, a few dunno-what chemicals and a initial seed-some small diamond (what? you need a little piece of diamond to start the diamond?? ) and a pressure cooker..wow..a home made diamond..haha..we know how this works..in the end we could be a millionaire! =D

*Internet source

Bulan..semalam tengok Discovery Channel pasal bulan..haha, seronok la..bulan ni sangat unik,tapi kenapa? erm..perhaps the easiest way to describe.............er........look..the moon's surface is marked by impact craters..which form when asteroids and comets collide with the lunar surface kan..so one thing for sure, it ain't that beautiful..tidak secantik mana..but then again, bulan cantik kan? sebab setiap malam yang gelap, ia menerangi bumi ini..setiap malam yang kelam, bulan seolah2 memberi cahaya harapan, di malam yang gelap, bulan muncul menjadi penyuluh di dalam kegelapan..bulan sentiasa ada ketika kita di dalam kegelapan..

in reality (bukan program realiti bodoh akademi fantasia, ini realiti genuine!), jadilah seperti bulan..kita mungkin cantik, mungkin tidak..tetapi rupa paras itu tidak penting. Apa yang penting adalah sumbangan kita terhadap orang2 di sekeliling kita..kita ada ketika mereka sedih, kita ada ketika mereka gembira, kita ada ketika mereka kesunyian..buruk sekali manapun rupa paras kita, asalkan kita memberi kebahagian hanya kepada seorang sahaja sekalipun, orang tersebut akan menyukai kita..

* pernah tak terfikir menamakan anak anda "bulan"? haha..its a beautiful name anyway.. :) *

Could somebody please make all the reality programme go away? I have enough reality in my life already. I don't need to see any more of it when I turn on my television..especially Akademi Fantasia ( freaking hate this so called reality show"!)

I'm not even sure why shows like this are called "reality." Alas, my reality does not usually include singing . My reality is far, far more exiting. If Astro really wanted to have a show that seemed realistic to me, it wouldn't be Akademi Fantasia, it would be Man Vs Wild. That is the reality out there..hey..c'mon lah..what is the point? do we need more singers?

This is my little sister, Nurul Ain Nadiah..haha..x tau kenapa tapi saja2 letak gambar dia..anyway, agak jeles dngn dia..even though she's only 9 years old...dia dh lagi bnyk travel overseas compare to me..haha..how lucky she is.. :)

guys... since I am busy with final exam this week...so xde new post lah..perhaps until Friday kot..à tout à l'heure =)

in progress.. :p

Time chemistry, tengah seronok aku tengok gelagat fit'ri dengan aiman bergurau..tiba2 si naza tiba2 panggil aku dengan gaya samseng dia..aku pun pelik..tapi aku pergi je sebab dia dah panggil..sampai je kat dia, dia cakap ada orang nak jumpa aku..rupanya Fatin Aqilah..dia tiba2 marah aku..rupanya pasal apa yang berlaku semalam, ketika aku dan syafiq dan Ikin berada di discussion room..time tu syafiq sibuk bertanya dengan ikin pasal gosip Fatin Aqilah ni dengan budak 1st year medic..aku cuma dengar aje..tapi harini tiba2 aku jadi mangsa seolah-olah aku yang menyebarkan cerita ini..padahal aku tak tahu apa2..aku cuma dengar aje..ntah apa ikin cerita kat Fatin Aqilah..tapi masa dia marah2 aku, aku cuma senyum aje la..nak buat macam mana..takkan nak gertak dia kan..aku cakap kat dia elok2 yang aku x tahu apa2..suruh tanya syafiq..tapi dia still marah2..geng2 dia (nik, hafizah, fatin iman, min) dah pandang aku semacam aje..hish...geram aku..ntah ape salah aku x pasal2 kena macam tu..sebab mulut merepek cerita bukan2, aku yang tak tahu ape2 jadi mangsa..arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

perangai suka mengumpat sesetengah pelajar foundation tempat aku banyak menimbulkan masalah..dan yang lagi best, mengumpat tak reti cover sampai cerita tersebar..tapi tak apa la..dosa diorang yang tanggung..tapi bila kena kat aku sendiri ni..rasa nak tampar je muka sorang2..mengumpat kalau betul takpe..ni dah la salah info..salah orang pulak tu!