wee..so happy..i'm an organ donor..dah lama nak pledge jadi organ donor ni, tapi tangguh2..but dapat peluang during world kidney day haritu..apa lagi..terus aje sign up..haha..sesuai la kot dengan nama aku, kamarul yang bermaksud "bulan purnama", bulan purnama kan cerah even pada waktu malam..mencerahkan harapan orang2 yang berada dalam kegelapan..bulan sangat cantik bagi aku..ntah kenapa, sebenarnya aku suka tengok bulan waktu malam..haha...oh ya...out of topic already *sigh*..so kawan2..jadilah penderma organ k?.. =D

kecewa TGS tergamak membelot terhadap rakan sebiliknya sendiri..walaupun motif video kontroversi itu atas dasar "suka-suka", perbuatanya telah mencetuskan masalah besar, even aku yang tak terlibat ni pun turut terasa kesanya..alhamdulillah, klip video tu sudah dibuang dari Youtube..kami memaafkan dia..cuma yang pasti, kami sudah hilang kepercayaan kepadanya..kecewa kerana walaupun kami berkelakuan dan melayan TGS dengan baik..namun itu tidak cukup baginya...entahlah...

quinn anne..yang fascinated dngn longhorn beetles..cute lah~ :D

kadang2 laki pun boleh jadi gedik kot...hehe

It is so simple and so easy to get what we want that we have a hard time to believe it. We are programmed to do things the hard and difficult way, in order to get what we want. We can not believe that we can get anything without hard labour, sweat and tears, obstacles and misery.

This is nothing else but a tough old programmation, a conditioning from our childhood. If you are like me, you were bombarded as a child with expressions from adults about how hard life is and how we have to struggle to get something. We needed to avoid being bad or wrong, but disease could strike us anyway. Sometimes they even said : "It's again a good one who's punished, and the bad one take off easily like usual without paying anything!". We learned that life wasn't fair. We lived in fear and thought life was a valley of tears, fear, struggle, pain, disease
and death.

How would it have been if they've told us the truth? The truth, nothing but the truth? That life is easy, wonderful. That miracles happen all the time and that we have the power to make them happen in our own life! That the universe loves us. That there is wealth and health for everyone. That we don't live in a universe of scarcity but of abundance. That we only have to put the right thoughts in our heads to make these dreams real for us.

If you would have known from the beginning that you were a creation of the Creator, that you will always remain, that you will always be around, that you were created for a reason, and when you find this reason you will be happy, what would your life look like now? If you were told that you had talents, unique qualities, that make you a special person, and that you are on earth with the mission to offer these talents to others, where would you be right now and what would you be doing now?

We are already wonderful! We are already loved! We are already rich! We are already free! We are already intelligent! We are already healthy!
Why? Because we were all this before we started our life. It is the way we really are. It is the way we were created, we were born. This is the truth about ourselves. Everything else is "learned" afterwards.

And again, life is wonderful, because a positive thought is 10,000 times more powerful than a negative thought. So you don't have to take another 40 years to undo the negative conditioning in your head. One positive thought can counterbalance 10,000 negative ones.

Can you imagine? Aren't we lucky?

well..thanks to my cousin for this photo..anyway, what do u think bout this picture? interesting is it?..haha..well..this is life..full of unexpected things..

Mika Hakkinen, Kimi Raikkonen, Lewis hamilton, Juan Pablo Montoya, David Coulthard, Fernando Alonso, Heikki Kovaleinen, Pedro De La Rosa,

Lewis Hamilton and Heikki Kovaleinen...love em so much..big fan of F1( since i was 12) especially Mclaren Mercedes..ex mclaren driver...Mika Hakkinen..David Choulthard,Kimi Raikkonen, Juan Pablo Montoya, Pedro De la Rosa, Lewis Hamilton, Fernando Alonso, Heikki Kovaleinen..awesome guys... :)

Perhaps it is the most difficult question to answer..but think wisely and you will find the answer..look around you..the world is just awesome..and the way i see it, we definitely have at least one reason to live..and some people have countless reason to live..we are here because we are the messenger of god..we are here because we need to protect the earth..we are here because we have what animals don't have..not the brain, but "akal"..and therefore we must think and act the way a human should behave, because if we behave like animals..than we've lost our dignity, lost our soul..lost our pride as a human..what I'm trying to say here...for whatever reason we live today..we must take that reason and continue to do what we must do..and do it wisely..and one more thing, give a wise man instruction, then he would be yet wiser...

well..just wanna share my thought..to deal with a backstabbing friend..When you realize a friend has been talking bad, or what so freaking ever about you behind your back..what should you do? well..ignore him/her would be the best way to do or what i call "silent protest"..freaking hate this kind of people!